Just Draft

via prettysmilesilhoutte

An old friend suddenly contact me through blackberry messenger. He was asking about my work, my photograph, my store, my job. He was asking me a lot of questions, that out of the blue, i just dont know how to answer it. No.. i really dont.

What was happened to me? Then i open my laptop and browse my old photo-work, my old blog, then i realize, these days ive been spending my time for nothing. My productivity has been down to ZERO. Yup ZERO. What am i doing?

Thesis? Not really. Then what?

I used to be a workaholic, i love my job, i love capturing people, i love learning, i love selling clothes online, i love shoes and stuff. What is wrong with me?

Everyday i woke up, then sitting down in front of my laptop, smoking, playing my guitar, singing then.. what? Ok. I go to gym, almost everyday. To the library, working on my thesis, then hanging out with my friends. Then go home. Wow. Im no longer interested in make some money and i really dont know why.

Bored. Yes. Im bored.
and i think i might need a new life.
I’m just stuck, its quick sand and I just don’t have the energy to pull myself out.

Should i runaway? Well.. Lets.