Sunday, January 30, 2011

Im Moving

Not permanently moving, but hey i love tumblr. Haha..
hit me at

See you later blogger. :)

Wednesday, January 19, 2011


Sometimes people come into your life and do a complete 180 on you.
And for a while you just get used to it. but what do you do when its gone…
You live. listen to music, shop, drink, smoke, WHATEVER you do to make you happy.
Some people may not agree with it but, its your choice its what you do and its what, ultimately is going to make you happy..

Dont hate on whoever broke your heart, or left you in the cold. tell them thank you , thank you for showing me what SETTLING looks like, thank you for showing me that its OKAY to say good bye, thank you for showing me what i need… happiness. and then you forgive, i forgive you for flipping everything around.. and i forgive you for changing me to someone people barely recognize… because now im back and im ready.

I’m ready to be happy.

Friday, January 14, 2011

Choose The Life (i) Want

It's all about freedom--the freedom to pick one thing over another.
Are you choosing what you want from life?

1. To finish my education. I think i had enough school in my entire life. My parents are really gonna put me in school until im 40 i guess. And please.. let me be free mom.. I do love school, but somehow, i just wanna be an employee. Is that stupid?

2. To stop wasting my life away. Im 26 years old now. I feel like im wasting my time a lot lately.

3. To be happy in love - and get married. Further request :
Marry a man that is a true and old fashioned. I once was with the guy I am with now, but not anymore. I need to find the right guy for me. Which is, why the hell it is really hard for me? Syit.

4. To be able to help animal. Whether it be working with animals or just helping campaigns.

5. Be financially independent

Mari kita tutup post ini dengan sama-sama mengucapkan. Alhamdulillah. Amien...

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Chapter One

“Maybe it’s not always about trying to fix something broken.
Maybe it’s about starting over and creating something better.”

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Can i just be a robot?

This the most uncomfortable feelings ever.

I can't wait to get out of this town..

Tuesday, January 4, 2011


... is weird.

I know im walking but how come my feet can barely touch the ground.
I could have been easier on you
I could have been all you held onto
But I can’t take all your jabs and taunts
You’re pointing out my every fault
And you wonder why I walked away?

When you tell me I’m a wreck
You say that I’m a mess
How could you expect anything less?

Still I see you standing there
Waiting ‘round for me to fall
Boy you must be crazy
Still believing you and me belong
I guess you never knew me at all.