For these past few days, i feel like i was controlled by some machine called BLACKBERRY. Yes. They called me by saying 'PING' instead of 'Hey Gal.." and i got to send a funny emoticon just because one of my friend over there was crying like hell. I feel like a robot. A robot named Ping.
.. and these thought just got me realize that for all of these time ive been using blackberry, i spent my spare time for reading someone else's timeline, stalking on someone's conversation, or making an unimportant chat at blackberry messenger.
Whether im available or not, my friends/buyers keep calling me by Ping and the fact that i have to answer them, whatever my situasion is. People are just like easily get mad when im not replying. Im not living in a blackberry sister!
I don't even read books nowaday. I rejected someone's invitation to meet up just because i think it'd be so much easier if we just chat on BBM.
Today im switching off my blackberry. Still thinking, whether i should change my blackberry to regular mobile phone or not, because using blackberry without using the blackberry service sounds a bit ridiculous isn't it?
Hell. Yeah whatever, i think im just gonna enjoy my days without 'PING' on my mobile.
Once i heard someone said, "I dont need school. School's sucks. etc".
As for me, i didnt go to school in order to please my parent. I do love school. and i think school is more than just book, education and stuff. Its about attitude, ethic, and commitment.
If you think that school is boring, you are clearly can't see what's beneath. How do you manage yourself facing the sucky lecturer? How do you deal with rough schedule while you were having so much fun making money? How do you find yourself working on assignment or thesis calmly while deadline is tight on? How do you straighten up your priorities? How do you arrange a relationship with your school mate, how do you socialize? How do you set yourself learning in group of friends and can you be a leader? It is not easy. Yet i find its challenging.
You being smart is useless when you dont have that kind atttitude. Because thats the system in life, like it or not you gotta deal with it. School raises you to be that kind of person. School gave you busy-sucky lecturer, lots of assignment, bad grade when you have tried your best and kick your ass when you start to not obey their rules. I know its sucks. But honey.. so does life.
Im feeling lucky that my dad supported me until i finish my postgrad. Tough, im envy people who have the opportunity to go abroad for education. Notice that our education system here in Indonesia is totally sucks. But when you can go through the suckiest, then you can go for anything, right?
So here i am, live with it. Try my best to finish my postgraduate. Is not somehow always about the title or how are you gonna get a perfect job after. Its about how you finish something that you've started... perfectly.
So if you're one of those students that keeps on muttering all time saying, "School sucks!" Well.. dont..