Sunshine

Holiday kills me and now im officialy addicted to Farmville. Dont try this game, i mean it folks! :P It's totally addicting.

Excuse my weird ehh../ sleepy face..
Im trying on some new filter, got a lot of time free time photoshop-ing recently.
Well.. this one, its called Sunshine. Loved it.




im also trying the BW action. Overexpose EV + 1 from Silver Viveza.
Hmm.. wonderful tone.



Gonna sleep early, im (finally) going on vacation tomorrow morning. Yeehaaa!

PS : Im wearing one of my favourite glasses. (ga penting hehehh)

Holy Day

H-2.

.. dan semua orang sibuk membuat ketupat. :)









Bukan karena lebaran, tapi karena memaafkan itu menyenangkan.

Mohon maaf lahir dan batin. Untuk Tuhan, keluarga, dan teman-teman..

Let us forgive each other - only then will we live in peace.

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Why Am I Different From Others?

he replied.

"WHY....DO YOU HAVE TO BE LIKE OTHERS?"

A Hope

that never last.



a better world. a better human being. a better me.

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amien.

Wish List (2)

do you mind?

i want this.



or perhaps.. this one?



that would be reaaallyyy okay.


source pic from here and here.

ill see you two in my dreams okay?

nite nite baby. :)

Sunday Night at Dago Plaza

Berkeliling Bandung mencari semangkuk mie hangat yang nikmat di malam hari.





and yet.. i feel like anak gaoouull gilaaa.

Mencari Mujizat

Manusia adalah bukti, mujizat itu ada.

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..

..

Kamu!

Ya, kamu mujizat-ku.

Setengah Tiga

Ditemani pukul dua ditambah tiga puluh lima menit.
Kira-kira pukul berapa itu ya?
Mungkin setengah tiga.

Tiba-tiba saja takut sekali sakit.
Seharusnya aku tahu sih//
Aku kan berteman baik.
Dengan
asap tembus pandang yang sering menari di udara
mata terbuka yang menatap layar sampai pagi buta

lalu juga
angin malam,
sering sekali
aku
lupa
menutup
jendela.

lalu juga
minuman
dalam
botol
yang
bisa
dibeli
lima
ribu
rupiah
dapat
dua.

Tuhan, aku tidak mau sakit.

Umurku baru dua puluh lima.

Tolonglah sedikit saja.

Aku tidak mau mati muda.

Setelah Ini Apa?

Suara keras menghentak seperti mengagetkan aku.
Dari balik jendela itu, di persimpangan jalan.
Anehnya jalanan itu sepi.
Pergi kemana ya mereka?
Terlalu cepat bergerak atau aku yang terlalu lambat?


..

..


Aku masih belum tahu.

Insomnia Semangka

Hmm.. sedang insomnia.
Sebenar-benarnya tidak tahu harus berbuat apa.

Di sebelah sana, ujung dekat foto Kapiten Pattimura, lagi-lagi saya melihatnya.
Semangka merah terlalu muda untuk dimakan, sepertinya tak karuan rasanya.
Tapi tokh, kamu tetap suka ya?

Apa benar dia betina?
Atau hanya hermaprodit yang jenaka?

Semangka itu tergeletak begitu saja.
Dia memang tidak bicara, tapi dia merah muda.

Hmm.. dan kamu selalu suka sesuatu yang muda.

Akankah lebih bijaksana kalau kamu diam duduk dan berpikir sebentar saja?

Ah ya.. mereka bilang kamu oportunis. Kamu yang selalu bermodal kalimat manis.

Kadang suaramu terengah, seperti anjing kegirangan di lautan bekas indomie goreng tetangga.

Ya, kamu selalu suka bau yang tak berupa. Seperti mereka.

Akankah lebih bijaksana kalau kamu diam duduk dan berpikir sebentar saja?

Hmm..

Maaf kalau aku terlalu banyak bicara.

Insomnia ini terlalu menyiksa..

Ya Tuhan, sebaiknya memang aku diam saja.

Im Scared

I got two things that keep bugging my mind.
1..
and two.

Im so scared.


but anyway.. i love-love-love my new glasses. Its blue :)

Holidaeee

an extra cash for a holiday it wont matter at all..

but..

pulang dengan membawa masalah segudang.

Lets go, Gaannn!!!

Coming Soon - To be Mine :)

Baru pesan Marten baru hoho.. baru dateng sekitar dua minggu lagi.
Perfect present for the graduation. Yihaaaa!!!
Hope they give me the right size. :)


Dr. Martens 1460W - White Spring

I Promise

that im gonna make a change,
that im gonna stand up for myself, no matter what,
that im gonna protect my family,
that im gonna be a successful career woman,
that i wont cry for some guy who leave me for some bitch out of nowhere,
that im gonna be a good girl, a very good girl perhaps,
that im gonna be happy.. at the end..

PROMISE.

Officially On Twitter

Yeap.. im officially twitting now.
Though still don't get why this twit-thing very hype.
Thinking it's kinda boring. Yeah yeah yeah..

Crash No Cash

Ngehe!
What happen aya naon hari ini, bete sebete betenya.
Ceritanya gini, hari ini emang rada aneh sih, bosen di rumah, pengen pergi, tapi asa maless juga pergi. gajelas.com kan? emang! Tapi akhirnya pergi juga tadi setelah bimbang beberapa jam, akhirnya janjian mau krimbat sama si kibo. Siap-siap ganti baju, matiin laptop, burn cd michael jackson buat didengerin di mobil. hehe.. kunci rumah. Ngeenngg.. baru 10 detik jalan, BRAKK!!! damn..

gw nabrak (or ditabrak?) motor dong.
Orangnya mpe lompat bow.
Shock deh gw.

Gini lo kronologisnya, (sepenglihatan gw loh ya)
Lagi nyanyi-nyanyi, goyang-goyang dikit. Belok kanan. Tongolin idung dikit di belokan, wew.. ada motor ngebut. Ngerem deh gw, lah lah.. tu motor kaga ngerem! BRAAKKK, kehajar deh si CX, orangnya loncat, motornya nyangsang di bemper gw. DAMN DAMN DAMN. Nyengir deh gw.

Si korban (or tersangka) itu nyolot pula, orang jawa. Akhirnya didatengin sama satpam dan kepala keamanan RT gw. Ditanya-tanya, ternyata tu orang ga punya sim, ga pake helm pula, semodel kuli-kuli bangunan gitu. Wadaaww..

Bingung gw, nelp si kibo, not helping at all, akhirnya memberanikan diri nelpon si Pak Zul, busettt gw dimarain di telpon. Katanya gw yang salah, gw suka ugal-ugalan kalo nyetir, instead of dengerin dia ngomel di telp, gw pura-pura aja abis batere, dan akhirnya ngobrol ma Pak Susilo (Kepala keamanan RT gw) akhirnya kita berdamai saja laaah.. salam-salaman, motor si kuli bangunan juga rusak spakbor depannya, tau deh, berhubung damai ya udah ga ada yang ganti or mengganti.

Nah sekarang..
gw deh nyengir mandangin bemper yang tak keruan bentuknya.
Lagi menunggu detik-detik Pak Zul pulang ke rumah, sudah pasti saya didamprat habis-habisan.

Alamakjannggg.. ambooy berapa duit pula harus aku ganti ini bemper mak? *yawn*

Soulmate

People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master...

Oh Shit

Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you.

I'd been broken beyond repair.

This One Helped

Glowing Sun (Bright Sun)

Now that you're awake
Everything seems different
I look around
But there's nothing at all

Put on my shoes, I then find that
She is still in her pyjamas
Then found in a dream
I'm hung by (an) anticlimax

She is with the sun
And it's out here

But where are you...

Go on a journey
And roam the streets
Can't see the way out
And so use the stars
She sits for eternity
And then climbs out

She's the glowing sun
So come out

I awake from a nightmare
My heart is beating
Out of control…

I've become so used to this craziness
That it's now compulsory

And here you are...

I'm feeling...

And here you are,
Glowing sun...

And here you are,
Glowing sun...

And here you are,
Glowing sun...

And here you are...

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or these,

Jumpin' Puddles

Smiling
Spinning 'round and 'round
Holding hands
The whole world a blur
But you are standing

Soaked
Completely drenched
No rubber boots
Running in us
Want to erupt from a shell

Wind in
Aand outdoor smell of your hair
I hit as fast as I could
With my nose

Hopping into puddles
Completely drenched
Soaked
With no boots on

And I get nosebleed
But I always get up
(Hopelandic)

And I get nosebleed
But I always get up
(Hopelandic)

Thank You Sigur Ros.

Bump.

I feel like, "BUMP BUMP BUMP". A crash. Hurt. Careless. What the hell.

I need to refresh my mind.
I need to refresh my mind.
I need to refresh my mind.
I need to refresh my mind.

I NEED TO REFRESH MY MIND.